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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I'm so proud of brandon chen junhao! hahaha... make sure you pass ah! i believe you will. then you can surpass my shinkai and be my favourite pilot you know. oh and please bring a koala back! the real one.

I'm allowed to apply for hostel again. seems like bra is not the only fickle person around.

Talking about bra... i have no right to judge you, but just hope that you will be happy & steady with the decision that you've made! hmmms... and don't do things to discredit yourself again. =p

I'm having a stomachache now. since morning. i feel like i'm gonna puke out my guts. crap.

Ay... i realised that as school is starting, close friends would be drifting further away from me. because ntu snatched them away. so did pilot school. etc. we might not be able to meet in months. or even years. i feel so lonesome now. oi.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
1:42 AM

Monday, June 27, 2005

Hmms.. bra won't be reading this post till a week has passed but i shall say something to him here anyway, although i dunno what exactly to say right now but... i shall just say something.

Since you asked me if i had read your post, i reckon you wanted me to read and derieve something from it? i have read it, and i wanna say that... no lah i'm sure your friends won't feel that you are daoing them or anything like that. can't expect you to talk to us every minute right. so no need to be sorry wat. =D

Next, i can't really tell you:" hope you feel better soon." cos after so long you still didn't feel better. i also dunno what to do to feel better. maybe eat chocolates. or maybe, you should seek a closure to things. either go all the way to pursue it or forget everything about it. easier said than done. so as you can see, i have no solution to your problem either... i can only be there to reply to your smses when you feel sociable again. =P

You can't stop those scenes from replaying. to me they just got fuzzier, until they are almost void of feelings. almost. that's why i said THEY should leave me alone because i don't need. THEY= reminders that i had been hurt. regardless of whether THEY are in the form of care or concern or pure evil intentions. i've decided that i don't want any & i'm trying to stay out. (a different story whether i'm successful).

Opps i seem to have digressed.

Anyway, if i didn't remember wrongly, you had told me to take things in my stride before. so if you have already decided to give up, why can't you do the same yourself? but if you hadn't, what are you waiting for?

I don't believe in fate because if for everything that happens you blame it on fate, then what is fate?

I probably have no idea what i'm talking about. all of the above might not apply to your situation any bit. cos i do not have a good idea what has been going through your mind, you fickle boy. but then... ya... i will always reply your smses lah stop saying that people always dao you. but since you said you need time to be alone, you are alone now. =)

But do give me a warning before you decide to be sociable again.

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Frienster. i haven't been visiting friendster for a good long time. i have lost the sense of purpose for friendster. heard that there's a another version called *ican'trememberwhat'sthename-ster, where you only add your enemies. gosh. who has so many enemies to add. plus the other party might not even know he is an enemy until you added him, vice versa. and this will in turn lead to the creation of many more enemies.

* name is really not ican'trememberwhat'sthename-ster. because the writer seriously cannot remember what's the name. thus.

Anyway, i've also seen people declaring their hatred for each other/bitching about each other on their frienster profiles. it is for the world to know that they are hating each other/currently engaged in an high profile argument. which is cool because at least you know who's hating you & you get to strike back. i want also don't have ok.

Me too i bitch about certain people at certain times, on my blog, when i don't feel good about what they are doing. but i honestly do not have a single person that i hate.

The one who hated me probably sees me as a vicious woman, deterring her from making herself known to me in fear of a strike back. i'm seriously a revengeful person. since young whenever my mum made me angry i would think of something naughty to do for revenge. right now i'm thinking of going clubbing every night.

See? so better not let me catch you. OR ELSE. *hiakhiaks...

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:16 AM

Friday, June 24, 2005

Whee~

I haven't been blogging for quite a long time.

There are just times when you absolutely have no idea what to blog about.

Not necessarily because nothing's happening.

Ok maybe a week might not seem that long.

Alright let's see what has been happening to me this week.

1) Went for OCS social night with david. saw joel & jacqueline &amp; lihui & kenneth & a primary school friend whom i haven't seen for about 6 years & loads more people. joel got high on 2 mugs of beer and was highly disappointed that we couldn't get into a club.

2) Met blue's clue & her sweet half & bra for lunch. blue's clue is so sweet. bra & i tried to pretend to be non-existant... to no avail.

3) Bra bought street fighter & the xbox home. can play. yay. ya street fighter is like... so 90's. but that's the only game which you can play with that hand held controller, which i like.

4) I've learnt quite a lot from my corporate telemarketing job. firstly, it's terribly important to be a polite person. everyone loves a polite person. be unpolite & don't expect to be treated nicely. at least by me.

next: if i set up a company next time i'll make sure i hire a receptionist/phonecall answerer with a sweet voice like lin zhi lin. makes my day to hear such a sweet & polite voice. never hire an auntie. never hire a crude auntie. never hire a crude auntie who does not understand nor speak good english. it's bad for business.

next: from now onwards i shall remain open-minded and receptive to new ideas in my life. because the initial reactions i get from lousy phonecall answers, after introducing myself, are often hostile. "what do you want!" or "what are you selling!" (notice the ! instead of ?) or "nono we don't need." or "we're are not interested", which i would proudly proceed to say that i'm not selling anything. of which they would hang their heads in shame and bow to my requests.

just kidding. but the point is, so what if i'm selling something? how do you know that you don't need it? what if it's a miracle product that can improve your life forever? what if it's something you deperately need that can save your life? i know what's their problem. they think if a product needs to be so hard-sold means it's no good right?! hehe... i used to think that way to.

5) I'm in the process of making a personalized blogskin for chaneunigegrace. haha... i scared not nice then she don't like leh how??? stressed.

6) Watched Mr. & Mrs. Smith with jian. wooo both mr & his mrs are so damn hot. the story's kinda stupid & ridiculous, but no i shall not kill myself with loopholes now. it's just a comedy with eye candy. i still prefer aniston though haha... my rachel. damn.

7) I'm now officially disallowed to stay at the nus hostel. my parents think thet whole hostel concept is to produce more babies. and also filled with people like the phone call maniac.

8) Slacking more & more during work.

9) Going for toilet breaks every hour.

10) Kill me. i can't think of a 10th interesting thing that i did over the week.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:23 PM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Teenagers at work in an office. they are a disaster. or they are disasters.

1) They clear out the cookie & milo jars in no time. an office with a considerable number of teenage temp staff should get ready a large pantry budget, or not provide snacks & beverage altogether.

2) They are loud. it often doesn't come to their minds to laugh/chatter/gossip softly.

3) They seem to think that time waits for them as they delay their return from breaks. ie no sense of time.

4) Yet they rush to pack up & leave as soon as 5.55pm strucks.

All in all, their youth, vibrance, & trendy outfits put the older permenant staff to shame. thankfully, i acknowledge myself as being part of this group of gleeful teenagers happily earning our little pocket money by trying to slack as much as we can...

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In response to fish's blog, i think i may possess some qualities of those pink-adoring girls you were talking about... haha... i love pink. my blog is pink. my blog has hearts. my blog has tinkerbell music. i like cartoons (is spongebob included?). except that i do not wear roxy.

But i've never identified myself as a dumbdumb cutesy weak little girl who needs protection from a strong macho guy.

I just... love sweet & pretty things. =D

Fish is doing an unfair stereotype of us pink-adoring girls out there!! let's condemn her!! wahahaha~~~

Ahem on a more serious note... visit shiyun's blog. (free publicity). here's a pro-pink outdoor-loving knee scraping girl for ya!

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PS. i still do not know who you are. gee. isn't it ironic that at this moment when i'm trying all my best to avoid any trouble, they come knocking on my door. that i put on my best behaviour to try to sound totally sweet & polite on the phone at work all day while someone else verbally abuses me over the phone. gee. i love saying gee nowadays. it has a cool sacarstic kind of feel to it.

Gee.

I'd like to say that yes i'm a slut i've stolen your boyfriend i deserve it. but in fact i haven't been doing these sorta things.

In fact, i dunno what's your point.

Can't you see that i'm already trying very hard. please let me live my life in peace & go away. further.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:20 AM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

I'm currently working at cnet now. 9 till 6 job. it's a project-based job, so i'll be holding the job for only about a month. pay's damn good. there's free milo & coke in the pantry.

Basically what i'm doing now is calling up the heads of IT of companies, invite them to an IT seminar on change management & blahblahblah i don't really understand what i'm supposed to say so i just heck with the script and make up what i have to say on my own. with truth & relevance of course.

Ya and if you're bad enough can actually slack & skive. heard that don't need to finish calling my list so soon else i'll end up with nothing to do and bored outta my skull. so i shall skive more then.

Regarding that lunatic phone call to my dad... excuse me but my dad doesn't know who you're talking about. he doesn't know whom you do not want jinling to associate with anymore. if only you had spoken in good sense & state your stand clearly, he would have understood, instead of yelling like a mad woman and slamming down your phone. i hate kupping phones.

Only few of my friends have my dad's number, i could jolly well track who the hell are you. but the sad thing is only my close friends have his number, so i do not know whether really i should find out. but in a way i also wouldn't know how you got the number. maybe you snooped.

Perhaps you should have reached me directly. snoop further to find out my actual number would you? that would save us so much trouble. because you see ah now, i dunno which person you don't want me to contact, so i'll still continue to contact him/her! you see?

Ahh.. i don't think you see, cos a nutcase like you probably can't read, so you wouldn't be able to read my blog.

By the way my parents think you're mental.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:46 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

I started work again today. coporate telemarketing. it's actually almost 1am in the morning of 14th june right now but i'm blogging as 11.59pm on 13th june because i wanna say "i started work TODAY" instead of "i started work YESTERDAY".

So then... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERMYBABY~~!!!! love ya lotsssssssssssss~~~~

More on work tomorrow. i mean later. or maybe really tomorrow. i should get used to not being nocturnal now. zzz...

I'm suddenly feeling very stressed up. maybe cos of my new job. maybe cos of other big or little things as well. whatever it is, i'm feeling very stressed up. pardon me for snapping at you. i wonder how people can take on jinling's shit sometimes.

Good night.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:59 AM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

I went clubbing for the first time in my life yesterday. really. i haven't been clubbing before. it's to celebrate mer's birthday. went with her & her 2 other friends. =)

Clubbing first time was... a good experience. i was already very tired & sleepy & stony when we're there haha... we DUMPED chinablack because it was too picky & stuck-up (psst i was wearing slippers & no ic). then went liquid room, where avril's house is just a few steps away. free of charge. damn good.

But inside wasn't so good. so cramped. it basically comprises of a little pathway for drinks and a tiny space for ya'll dancers. very small. saw lotsa cute guys though. or probably cos it was dark & foggy & i can't really make out their faces. nah there can't be so many cute guys in singapore.

And i guess the first thing you'd notice when you start to dance, were the despo guys. or maybe it's normal. i just couldn't get used to it. guys start to follow you around. they like to dance behind you. they like to rub their groins against. eww.

There was this guy, number 4 t-shirt with cool specs & hairstyle, kept dancing behind me. wherever i moved he moved. i started to 'unintentionally' elbow a bit or retied my hair or dance more vigorously to shrug him away but he kept himself close behind. suddenly he reached out his stinkin' hand to touch my hips. bewildered i grabbed mer. mer grabbed me. he started to hold my hips with both hands. i wanted to shout & let him call me a stuck-up prude. but i decided to walk away peacefully instead. p-e-a-c-e.

Also you'll realize that guys, even when just walking past, like to touch you. i 'excused him' as he squeezed past but somehow he felt like reaching out and run his hands across my waist anyhow. holy crap.

I guess guys following you around likes to put their noses to your hair as they dance. i dunno. my hair stinks of the smoke smell.

I was cooking in there. so warm!! poor ventilation. so squeezy! almost no space to move. people got reeeeeally sweaty till they're just basically SOAKED. i've got so much sweat on myself, most of them were not even mine.

The contents of this entry is beginning to sound too explicit.

That's what you should expect from a place like this anyhow. i'd get used to it if i frequently visit.

Somehow, even though i didn't drink much, i started to get more & more high. probably because of the loud music & flashing lights & the dancing. and somehow, seeing so many cute guys around made me feel like hugging every single one & dancing with them. (although when they really did that i felt "GO AWAY!" probably not intoxicated enough). the attention was flattering though.

Wow i could really be a slut at heart. if i was rich & beautiful i'd be a paris hilton. *shudders.

Ah well, back to reality, guys from clubs are just guys from clubs.

I realized we only recognised people from what they wore.

The number 4 shirt.
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A blue-stripped smoking guy. a blue-stripped botak guy standing at the wall doing nothing. the bangalaah pink shirt guy. the blue-shirt-with-strip-across guy. the short cartoon shirt guy. the white t-shirt angmo. the smokin' hot girl with the hat. woohoo~ some of the people i've noticed. (psst were you one of them? i couldn't really see their faces clearly).

In conclusion, clubbing every night is just a big waste of money & lifetime. i had fun though, wouldn't mind going once in a while. maybe the club wasn't good enough. didn't get to meet any cool people.

Oh yes and the music was good. i don't really know what's the definition of 'good' though. but i liked.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:18 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Ok fine i've decided to unblock ***. it's pointless. i didn't even do anything wrong why should i spend my life shunning & avoiding ***? pooh! i'm such a self-contradicting b- ... i mean, girl.

Ladidadida~ i shall spend my life all carefree & gay(as in happy)... the sky is blue the clouds are so fluffy~~~~~

School is starting in barely 2 months!! i'm very looking forward to i tell ya, yet sad at the same time cos my longest real holiday of my life is coming to an end. (see what did i tell you about self-contradicting).

Talking about school... brings me back to my wonderful primary school days. i had my most bizarre memories from primary school, mainly because most people around me simply do not understand what they are doing as they are still considerably new to the world. peeing & vomitting in class seemed so normal back then. we wouldn't even bat an eyelid at that poor fellow. someone just go get a mop and class goes on.

Now that i think about it... what the hell??? people pee & vomit in class all the time!!! so strange!! how come i didn't laugh or stare at them more?

I knew of this boy in pre-primary (equals to k2 in primary school) who was notorious for his rowdiness. once during class we were all sitting on the floor, he discovered a hole in his sock. he started pulling at the thread. he pulled & pulled till the hole got bigger & bigger & bigger until his sock just... disappeared.

I think the teacher went crazy. i forgot with laughter or anger. i didn't think much of it back then. it wasn't even funny. i was just thinking :"tsktsk. naughty boy. now he got no socks leh how ah..."

Kids.

And talking about rowdiness. i was in the top class of primary 5 & 6, where teachers would often call us the 'cream of the crop'. or THE top class. or 'we expect all of you to get into special stream'. and most of all 'THE most well-behaved model students'. unfortunately we had the most rowdy boys. i also don't understand why.

One of the most ironic things which i remember happened was the time when this fellow, obviously very smart cos he was part of the cream, went to the principal's office, and wrote the four golden letters on his window plane (psst it starts with the letter F). using the water vapour thing on his window, i forgot whats the proper term for it.

The adults went ballistic. "omg! you are from the cream? you should be in EM3!"

No offense to Em3, but that was what the adults said. "only Em3 people should be doing that! not you!"

I not stupid?

Therefore he had to stand outside the principal's office for the day, if i remembered correctly. those who didn't know probably passed by shaking their heads giving him the dirty look thinking :"tsktsk what has this EM3 kid done again."

But he's really the cream of the crop you know.

Times have changed since then. there are no more EM categories already right? i guess.

Oh yes and the most irritating people i remember were the prefects. they like to tap your shoulders then put their revolting fingers onto their lips n "SHHHHHH!!" you. what's their problem man. *diao.

These are the people who'll promote to JCs and still continue to be loser councillors in schools like... AJ?!?!!!! who diao you when you don't cheer during competitions?? who cheer among themselves like idiots without spreading the cheer among fellow schoolmates during school functions? who think they look cool in those gaudy school blazers? yes that's them if they hadn't already grown up. those lousy councillors (i'm not saying all).

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:18 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

I've finally decided to block someone from msn today. i'm 99% sure *** had been blocking me anyway. i'm thinking of proceeding to delete the contacts. initially i thought why do we have to go to that extent. but because now i realized that no matter what, i really don't wanna see *** anymore. just catching a glimpse of *** brings back all the memories again and i hate it. it reminds me of all my mistakes. MISTAKES. i've made a lot of mistakes in my life.

See not only people can block me. i can block them too. block me for all that i care! i don't care about you anymore. * drags a define line across. "i'm on the FUN side." adapted from Madagascar the movie. but you're NOT invited!! ha!! ahem. speaking of juvenile antics...

I wanna go prague too.

Do you know? that if you go www.google.com and search for 'jin ling', my chocolatekissess blog will be at the top of the list!! isn't that amazing?? i might enjoy it while it lasts.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
2:41 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

This shall be one of those what-i-did-today-posts. =)

9.30am: I woke up very early in the morning, walked to the sofa and continued to sleep again. too early. zzz...

10.50am: woke up for real. ate lunch and changed and dolled myself up cos i have an INTERVIEW!! The boliao-ness of doing nothing constructive has finally got to me. or to tell the truth, i'm simply running outta $$chi-chings$$ to continue that kinda lifestyle. therefore...

12pm: i headed down to tanjong pagar. one hour journey. it sucks. i dread the possibility of having to take the morning train daily again.

1pm: anyhow, i reached. the first other interviewee i met was from aj as well! cool. was from class 18... 02!! haha! now in fass as well. double cool.

1 something close to 1.30pm: interview started. it was a group interview. we had sorta like a casual chit-chat session. pretty fun. the people around were all quite chatty & friendly =D i felt as though the interviewer was trying to sell the job more than we were selling ourselves.

2pm: interview ended. i went off to meet jian. 2nd half of my day's activities starts: 'walking around' in bugis. mind you, not shopping.

from 2pm till 8.30pm(approx): we walked around ate drank bought things bloody blah blah and the day passed by quickly whilst you are having fun shopping. i mean walking around. i mean yeah really, shopping. i didn't really mean to buy so many things. honestly! just that when i decided to spend some money today i'll loosen up and start to allow myself to spend more and more and more and... more. i ended up in a debt today. cos, you know, most shops in bugis street don't accept nets, which should be a good thing for me. but not when your generous companion friend has lotsa cash to spare (lend).

Anyway i had lotsa fun browsing around today. we walked into a.. what do you call it.. appliance shop? and i asked to look at the olympus camera i was interested to buy (of course i wouldn't buy from there). just for fun. wow i love the salesman. he's such a warm-hearted soul. he ran around trying to help me find out how much a memory card costs. then took out the entire box thing for me to view its contents. then loaded the battery and memory card for me to try out the camera. he offered to gimme a 128mb memory card thing.

No thanks. bra brought me to an ulu shop that sells it for $49 cheaper with a free 256mb card. haha... good effort anyway. i'll cast him a vote for being the most enthusiastic sales person. at least i got to know how the pouch & charger & instruction book looks like.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:59 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

Madagascar

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A short funny little movie great for little kids like me. there's not much to discuss about, really. basically a couple of psychotic animals from the central park zoo which ended up ship-wrecked in this place called Madagascar which is entirely WILD. as in nature. i loved the giraffe melman with his goofy eyes & buck teeth. he reminds me of the good old 'Friends' (DUH david schwimmer). i miss Friends.

Oh ya and those penguins. how cute that everything seems to b a conspiracy to them. =p

"MOVE IT!"

The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown

Like almost everyone has read it. So what an old book already. but anyway. i don't see what's the big deal about it. He took some history facts and tried to twist around exaggerate a bit and lo and behold... he has produced a fictional story. maybe i'm just not into breaking codes. not very facinating to me.

The Five People You Meet In Heaven by Mitch Albom

Old man Eddie died while trying to save a little girl. he went to heaven & met the 5 people who had crossed his path in his life, altering it forever. they explained his life to him, why and what he had lived for.

The author warned you that his version of heaven is not affected by any religion, it's just his guess.

It never occurred to Eddie how much he had mattered to the world. he looked down on himself for having accomplished nothing in his entire life. he reckoned his maintenance job to be insignificant. he finally realized that sometimes, even the smallest things he does everyday could make a huge difference to others.

Too bad he only realized it after he died. but better than nothing. It made me think of what i've accomplished in life, which is basically nothing. how sad.

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I feel sick. the dizzy spells and ulcers and sore throat are setting in. guess: fever next. i often feel damn warm while jian complains she's cold. odd.

Think the last time i had a full-blown illness was right after chinese new year ( everyone knows why). That was during feb. mar apr may june 123 4 months since i had been sick! wah not bad i've been staying quite healthy these days. maybe studying makes you more prone to sickness as well.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:07 AM

Friday, June 03, 2005

Ahem... erm... some of my previous posts... seemed to have aroused a number of my friends' curiosity/curiosities (got pural?). i've gotten quite a few questions which i dunno how to answer/explain, particularly because i don't really want to lah. =p sometimes... my blog is only for me to understand...

So anyway... thought i just have to explain that....

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June 01, 2005

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May 26, 2005

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March 31, 2005

I hope this is clear enough for my very-concerned friends :)

Basically, because of...

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March 31, 2005

I decided to do this...

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May 26, 2005

Obviously i'm kidding when i said that Jinling is very noble. i just wanted to protect myself from being hurt again, as well.

Do i make perfect sense? haiz to me i do.

So... hmmm... try not to ask me about this again lah.. hees.. cos you know....

theyshouldn'tconcernmetheyshouldn'tconcernme
theyshouldn'tconcernmetheyshouldn'tconcernme
theyshouldn'tconcernmetheyshouldn'tconcernme
theyshouldn'tconcernmetheyshouldn'tconcernme

Anymore.

This is what i always tell myself but why do i keep thinking/blogging about this? arghhh... cos i often feel so darn bitchy about my life and wanna bitch & bitch to remind myself how lowly & unworthy & insignificant & unimportant Jinling is. *pukes. like who cares about her anyway. go away.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:32 AM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Oh nono itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme
itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme
itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme
itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme
itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme
itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme
itdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernmeitdoesn'tconcernme!!!

It's just my general opinion. yes it is. just discussing about how i feel regarding what she said.

If you think i'm talking stupid about you it couldn't be cos she wouldn't know i have a blog. i guess. haha...

Even if she does discover i couldn't care less. she's not a friend really lol.

*clearing up all the misunderstandings.

Jinling would never call a friend stupid, and mean it, on a public blog!!

On a lighter note, to all my friends who are hurting right now... hope you'll recover soon and live life as happily as before =D you only have to answer to yourself. who cares about what arrogant people (like jinling) thinks.

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Talking about third parties. i'm thinking about that liang jingru's song now. how do people feel when they actually decide to be a third party? do they feel helpless? guilt-ridden? impulsive? self-centered? evil? heck care? proud? thrilled? shameless?

I always thought that... if you are able to snatch him away from her, then someone else could easily snatch him away from you some day, as well. isn't it?? he's prone to being snatched. what a hottie.

But what if you reeeaaallly love him a lot. then how??

Ehhh... i don't have a definite answer. how ah. please advise. or wait till if the time comes then i think lah.

I know how it feels like to be regarded as a third party by the she, though. but you know, i'm perfectly innocent. hahaha... if not... where's my bf?? huh??? grrrr.... and there goes a perfectly fine friend. i don't think i should even talk to him now.

I've talked about this before, loyal concerned readers of my blog... =P in this way no one would be in a difficult position anymore.

Jinling is very noble. she understands. (although she secretly calls him a no-good bastard [ok fine maybe not your fault]) .

Do i really look like a shameless slut?

Hmmph.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:44 AM