*___ShE's LiViN' iN hEr OwN wOrLd_

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Some guys. just. they love themselves the most. whatever they do whatever thay say to try to cover up and make themselves look good. in actual fact they just want the best for themselves. i've seen so many now. how could i ever trust any again? i do feel satisfied being single now, for a long time. right now instead of getting all excited and chills of anticipation all over at the thought of having some guy to fuss over me, i get chills of fear at the thought of getting attached again. it's no longer pink fluffy clouds... in my mind they've become the dark threatening foreboding clouds...

That's downright depressing lah.

Maybe i just haven't met the right one yet. the one who could make me hear a click in my heart, the one who could make me feel completely safe & secure & trusting... the one who could make me feel so comfy like my big pillow and dearie bear...

I think i seek security in a man. big-time.

Ha maybe that's why i never liked those pretty boys like beckham. or toro. haha...

So fish you did figure out that i was kidding about the angmo cute guys from las vegas did you? =P but no kidding about runners in singlets(*pukes), man.

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
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