*___ShE's LiViN' iN hEr OwN wOrLd_

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I've been feeling pukey for quite some time. yesterday i felt kinda giddy, and suddenly i felt my chair rocked. me: oh my god i'm going to faint!! i've never been this dizzy before... till i can feel the floor swaying. *freaking out

Turned out that i was just feeling the effects of the earthquake. i felt an earthquake! how cool. at least i wasn't really fainting.

This is how i've been feeling for the past few days:
1) pukey
2) loss of appetitte
3) zombified
4) giddygiddy
5) my life is going to end soon
6) no matter what i tell you it doesn't really matter cos i feel that you also don't really care. then why do i bother saying? i just say for the sake of saying loh. at least can say out how i feel. teehee. you won't even read my blog. i bet you can't even remember the address. this is good ranting.

I realized i haven't had a moment of peace for such a long time. conflicts & conflicts... either inner or outer... have really put a huge strain on me... i feel so burdened... like i'm old already... i've really had enough of this.

S-T-O-P

No matter whether i'm up or down or happy or miserable it doesn't matter anymore. to you i'll always try to show my cheerfulness. i hope i can do this. i just want you to be happy =)

dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land
9:44 PM