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Thursday, March 31, 2005

Today's brandon chen junhao's birthday!! happy birthday to yooooooo~~ may you have all happy & joyous days ahead =D 19 sounds like damn old hehe... it's been... your 3rd birthday since we knew each other? heehee...

I think i felt a lil' better today. not that much pukey till at night. i wonder how long will this pukiness feeling last. anyway... today... thought of something that happened to me in the recent past...

A reaccount of the past:

girl A meets boy B again after so many years. girl A & boy B became really good friends. girl A appeared just right at the time when boy B felt his lowest. girl A feels that boy B is a good friend here to stay. she's often amazed by how boy B understands her feelings & personality so well... more than she herself does.

boy B starts to kinda like girl A. girl A thinks they get along great... but not quite there yet. girl A then falls for boy Y. girl A realizes and was sorry that she's begginning to neglect boy B but doesn't want boy Y to worry about her being too close with boy B.

boy B went on to find another girl Z whom he likes. girl A & boy Y broke up. girl A is heartbroken. after some time boy B sms-ed girl A that he broke up with girl Z cos he still have feelings for girl A. girl A was shocked, & rejected him. the next day boy B says that those smses were sent by girl Z just to test whether girl A will snatch boy B away from her. girl A was utterly disheartened. she felt that boy B has completely betrayed their friendship. girl A doesn't blame girl Z. she just blames boy B.

after some time girl A felt better & wants to forgive boy B. boy B says girl Z will mind that they still keep in contact, and that they have to do so secretly. girl A didn't want to affect boy B & girl Z's relationship. she doesn't want boy B to be in a difficult position thus decided to throw in their friendship.

What comes around goes around. only that it'll come back to hit you harder. i guess this is what you call retribution. i was getting mine then, and i'm getting mine AGAIN now. i actually remembered your bdae BAG, just that... felt that our friendship has already changed. no longer like before. it's kinda weird. i'm sorry that i didnt even wish you happy birthday. happy belated birthday now, if you actually do read my blog. i'm sorry.

Thus i'm reflecting on my life these past few days. the above event is pretty significant to me, BAG probably doesn't realize. sometimes i just wonder... how many true friends do i really have?? how important am i really to these so-called friends?? is everything good & nice in the world just a facade? like huatz said, you just have to accept certain things when they turn out to be unexpected. i accepted. while learning more lessons in life.

I wished i didn't have soul.



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

11:02 PM




In case if anyone thinks i'm going cuckoo psychologically breaking down all my symptoms of pukiness giddiness etc are signs of me breaking down i'm telling you i really don't feel well. physically. haha... really!! i really feel pukey!! i almost puked at work yesterday. i wished i had puked so that those people will feel bad about not giving me the day off to rest. i AM ill. looking forward to the weekend.



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

12:05 AM



Wednesday, March 30, 2005

This entry is a tribute to blogger.

You have changed our lives. little people like us. you provide us a sanctuary for ranting... and when the time has come for us to begin to need you on a regular basis you fail us. all the frustrations. the disappointment. the tears. the " oh F*** it!"s. that's why they have things like hello.com now. it's meant to cover your ass in my opinion. an alternate route for us desperados.

I thought i had a lot to blog today but the logging in to blogger part had worn me out.

Today's mood: not any better. sighs. oh i forgot to add one thing to my list of feelings the other day.
7) i can't seem to breathe well these days. like something obstructing my breathing passage. my lungs feel heavy. i AM going to die soon.

I need a doctor.



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

11:43 PM



Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I've been feeling pukey for quite some time. yesterday i felt kinda giddy, and suddenly i felt my chair rocked. me: oh my god i'm going to faint!! i've never been this dizzy before... till i can feel the floor swaying. *freaking out

Turned out that i was just feeling the effects of the earthquake. i felt an earthquake! how cool. at least i wasn't really fainting.

This is how i've been feeling for the past few days:
1) pukey
2) loss of appetitte
3) zombified
4) giddygiddy
5) my life is going to end soon
6) no matter what i tell you it doesn't really matter cos i feel that you also don't really care. then why do i bother saying? i just say for the sake of saying loh. at least can say out how i feel. teehee. you won't even read my blog. i bet you can't even remember the address. this is good ranting.

I realized i haven't had a moment of peace for such a long time. conflicts & conflicts... either inner or outer... have really put a huge strain on me... i feel so burdened... like i'm old already... i've really had enough of this.

S-T-O-P

No matter whether i'm up or down or happy or miserable it doesn't matter anymore. to you i'll always try to show my cheerfulness. i hope i can do this. i just want you to be happy =)



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

9:44 PM



Monday, March 28, 2005

When the going gets tough, certain good friends makes the tough get going. and i'm very glad for them. =)

bra: don't cry le lah cry le also no one know.
me: i know loh. you know.
bra: wah then you cry for me to see ah. cannot liddat.
me: i cry is not for people to know one wat. hee. who will care. he also won't care. no one cares.
bra: the one who cares is here loh.

Thanx bra for caring =D

me: i'm a selfish girl.
mer: who says you are! i wanna scold that person.
mer: rah!

don: you can sms me anytime you want. i'll try to help you.

Hmms huatz also said something like i'll try to help you with your problems, can always approach me... there are just some people that i wouldn't like to impose on. but ironically while i don't want to impose on him i feel that i always do. that's why i feel so bad. what to do. stop everything stop everything stop everything. only when i stop contacting you then i won't be imposing on you right. but you can impose on me though. hmmm. why am i so difficult. why can't i just decide on something and just hold on to it.

S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:35 PM



Thursday, March 24, 2005

Vt. Boy's Sneakers Named Smelliest in U.S.

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MONTPELIER, Vt. - There wasn't much left of the sneakers Noah Nielsen entered into the contest Tuesday, but it was the stench that earned him the top prize.

Nielsen, 10, beat six other contestants from around the country in the 30th annual national rotten sneaker contest.

The secret of his success? "No socks, ever."

"The stank was from rubbing my toes back and forth and making them sweaty," said Nielsen, with his trophy in hand and two golden sneakers hanging from his neck.

Nielsen said he also played soccer and baseball in the three-year-old Adidas patched together with duck tape. The wide gaps in the shoes revealed grimy toes and emitted a pungent odor that drove one judge to gag, another to take a step back and a dog to roll on top of the sneakers.

"Human feet shouldn't smell that bad," said judge Bill Fraser, Montpelier city manager.

Nielsen is a veteran of the competition. Last year he was a runner-up in the state event.

In the week leading up to this year's contest, he refused to take a bath. When his parents insisted, they found him with his feet hanging out of the tub, his father Peter Nielsen said.

His parents wouldn't allow him to wear the sneakers to school, so he put them on in the morning and at night. Noah Nielsen even wore them to bed Monday night, said his sister, Izabel, 13.

As the winner, he was awarded a $500 savings bond, a $100 check for new sneakers and a supply of Odor-Eaters products.

The other young contestants came from as far away as Alaska, Texas, Washington and Utah to compete in the event, which is sponsored by Odor-Eaters.

They each competed in state competitions to make it to Montpelier.

The contest began in 1975 as a way to help a local sporting goods store sell shoes. In 1988, Odor-Eaters — maker of anti-foot-odor insoles, sprays and powder — assumed sponsorship of the event.

The four judges, including an odor expert from NASA and a black Labrador retriever, ranked the sneakers for their soles, heals, toes, laces and odor.

Kylan Dinkel, 10, from Wasilla, Alaska, said she played soccer in her muddy laceless sneakers for four years.

Jake Nelson, 10, of Lehi, Utah, dragged his behind his scooter. "He just doesn't like to wear socks," his father Steve Nelson said.

But it was Nielsen's that stood out. "I didn't like that," Bill Aldrich of NASA said after he took a sniff.



"I'll just take a step back," said judge Martha Tucker. "Those are impressive."

Me: this was taken from yahoo!news. it makes me wonder why we only have competitions like maths olympiad here. i've decided that when i feel like blogging but have nothing interesting to blog about i shall paste this kinda wacky news for leisure reading.




dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:35 PM



Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I'm feeling so pmsy recently. i get irritated so irritated VERY irritated at just the sliiiightest thing. and all i ever seem to do is to complain & complain & whine & whine like what i'm doing now. i feel so ranty all my grouses are filling up burning up inside me and there's no one i can complain to other than you mr. blog. i'm sure all my friends are sick of my sucky attitude & can't be bothered to try and say nice things anymore. when i'm sad i hug my dearie bear. shucks. what a loser.

I forgot to go to work on saturday. seriously. just when my section chief wants me to stay on so badly that they're considering increasing my pay... maybe they've changed their minds. i need more money maybe i shall go teach tuition. ok enough of the rantings for today. till then.



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:32 PM



Friday, March 18, 2005

Haha thanks mer :D i'm fine actually. see i'm christina aguilera. i'm a FIGHTER !! Cause if it wasn't for all I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through So I wanna say thank you
Cause it Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter.

Uh uh ooohhh.... yeah yeah yeah... ah ha! obviously i'm exaggerating. hahaha... nice song... *nods to the beat



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:16 PM



Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Did i say i take the train every weekend in my last entry? i meant every weekday. and people only crowd around at the 1st door at little india station, not at all doors. (for jianning) Please take note.

My life is such a bore. not to mention a disappointment. but i guess it's that same old phrase again... it goes on. no matter what. it's a real fortunate thing that as one grows up you tend to feel more indifferent about things, because there are simply too many things for you to take care of and if you see everything as being so important you're gonna collaspe in fatigue. mentally. and so the point is you gotta be selective in the things that you'd wanna feel important about, like family, health, blah... don't take things too hard if you find yourself being made a fool of now and then, believing in things that people make you believe then suddenly huh! gotcha! you know it's part and parcel of life. it's really ok. i totally understand that cos you wanna trust him that's why you got gotchad. but if you got gotchad multiple times by different people, it's kinda bad. by the same person... you're kinda stupid. you know you gotta learn faster to be stronger & smarter & wiser & thicker-skinned. like me you know i'm trying very hard. it's no longer a good thing to be thinking too positively sometimes. the shield around me is getting thicker. WHY. i'm sorry that all i wanna do is try to make things better. i'm sorry that i'm so selfish i really wanna make myself feel better. this doesn't make sense. i dunno why i always feel so sorry. like, sorry for existing.



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

11:06 PM



Thursday, March 10, 2005

Marie asked me to blog this down cos it's too funny... =D

I realized people are at their worst on morning MRTs... especially WOMEN.

The funniest thing i've ever encountered on trains is this: taking the NEL every weekend morning, it's always damn crowded and 80% of the people alight at douby ghaut station. i'm telling you that the most popular door to alight from is actually the first door not the middle ones. reason being it's the nearest to the lift for HANDICAP people and these perfectly normal people (mostly women) get up from their seats at little india station to gather at the door. when the door opens at douby ghaut they'll run (yes run) as fast as their click cloks can carry them to again, gather in front of the lift so that they don't have to strain their legs walking to the escalator to let it carry them up. brilliant people. talk about being kiasu. it's truly a funny sight.

And of course there are other atrocities like pushing others outta the way & stepping on toes in fear of not being able to board/alight the train in time. this morning some bald middle age guy mumbled "kewme kewme" pushing shoulders & stepping on my entire feet to finally find his way out. well 'scuse us for being in the way, we should have laid a red carpet for you.

It'll take me way too long to list down every single eye-rolling event but try taking the MRT in the morning when people are going to work, it's worth the experience. i'm still not quite used to it yet. people on buses are usually more civilised.

i take the stairs by the way.



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:40 PM



Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Check this out:(when you're bored)

http://www.wagenschenke.ch/

Try to keep the drunken man walking straight by moving your mouse left & right. heard that the record distance that the man walked was 84m... ha! it's made even more difficult that you can't see your mouse. the site is in german but you juzt have to click on the START! Cute lil' game that can occupy you for minutes.

Results out in 2 days. pooh! i can make it i can make it... must tell myself that while i still can. i promise not to say this anymore in further entries cos it'll either be i have made it or i'm a piece of shit. so i should say more now to make my money worth. i can make it i can make it i can make it i can make it i can make it i can make it i can make it i can make it...



dara lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:41 PM










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